JBness

Hmm okay. First i have to say really really sorry because i have no pictures of myself XD. I hate taking pictures and i haven't in a loonngg time... few people online have pictures of me but if i get one from them, i'll send it to ya. Warning, I look thirty because i rarely shave lmfao.

Okay about me... Mmm My name is Christopher, i'm 19 (20 this year) and i live with my single mother. I don't have a father, he left when i was a baby and i hate him with a passion lol. I've had several relationships in my life but all of them were online (so sad XD) so i'm a 19yo that's never even been kissed haha. I'm a anti-depressent or... whatever it's called. I've tried suicide and went through a cutting spell but i haven't done either in over a year. Woot. I'm a scorpio and a nice person. You seem like a really good guy, which is saying a lot because i don't get along with any guys haha. All my friends are female and my best friends as well. Mmm what else, I'll be going to college this june for computer programming and that will be the start of my life!

That's it XD. Oh, and a picture of someone important! my best friend Gwenny:

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wow...she is cute...^_~ and...but still...you are serious about the fact you don't get along well with other guys...I have a odd mixture of friends...mostly females ... but its the guys I can interact best with...I am a shy type (like Hinata) and still...I am camera shy but that don't stop me when I am in the "mood" LOL ^{I like playing with}_HTML so expect a lot of odd messages that have marquee,sub/superscripts...and all that fun stuff! ^_^ LOL (and we both hate our fathers...how bout that! and i"m a virgo btw) hahaha

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Wow, never met a virgo XP. Ah my gwenny, i love her more than life itself. But not in the romantic way. And yep, totally serious. My best male friend is gay so he's like a girl basicly haha. Just a majority of guys i meet are... cocky or something o.O. Don't know why i don't get along with them.
I love HTML, but i'm just learning. I need to master it before college... or at least i hope so.

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why hate your dad cause he left?
i lived with my dad, he was an abusive asshole and i still have the scars to prove it.
lived with my mom, she was an abusive bitch, called me worthless on a daily basis.
i would be HAPPY not to have had to live with my parents.

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holy shit...that freakin' sucks...I got conditioned to the point where I can't even stand up to my dad anymore...it sucks...I just take it and can't do a thing....T_T

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Ouch, Your parents are horrible o.O.

Yeah, life would be worst if he was around. So it's a good thing mine ran off. But i still hate him either way, and for some things he did lol.

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me =


hold dear =

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coolio! ^_^

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oh yeah... and what do you want to know?

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hmmm that picture was taken for an article i wrote for a nudist magazine, (yeah nudism) (you can't tell but Kitten is naked too <.< >.> )
My GF whom i met through being the president of my college anime club, is the love of my life, we are engaged to be married, and hope to spend the rest of our lives together,
i am an aquarias, whose B-day is in... 13 days. I hate my birthday, i hate celebrating my birthday, i hate people trying to buy me shit, don't spend your money on me.
my b-day during Katima was a disastor, they baked me a cake. I walked out on them, i left and went and saw Darkness falls on my own. *sigh* one of the only things in my entire life i would regret (if i regreted anything)
i am a geek, i love games, movies, books, anime, etc.
i'm still a virgin, and will probably stay that way.
Heh, Kitten just woke up, and is stretching and moving in front of her webcam, naked. lol,
no pics of that. :p
(well none that would be legal for me to share.)
i stopped masterbating just over 11 months ago, twas very weird for me (still is, heck i masterbated while in Katimavik, when i shared a basement with 5 guys, heck i masterbated when i lived in a tent with 2 guys for two months when i was working for Alberta Forestry) so i am still getting used to that. makes the time i spend with Kitten more enjoyable though.
been in two previous relations, one is the Katima girl, one is a girl i met through Journalism, neither got all that physical, which i am glad for, cause it's all new for me and Kitten.
i hate condoms, plan to never wear one in my life. one of the reasoms i am still a virgin :p.
hmmm i'm really bored. and now that Kitten is awake, i don;t want to go to bed.
wow this is probably going to be long...
*shrug*
i am willing to talk about any subject on anything, nothing is taboo to me, so *shrug* asking me is easier than trying to write shit, mostly cause for "some" reason all i seem to be thinking of right now is sex thoughts. <.< >.>

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hehehe...its the "dirty" thoughts that seem to run in every guys blood...we tried playing "Truth or Dare" to get to know each other but I ended up flipping out and stomring outta the room in a furious rage...me and 2 others talked it out...it was nice! ^_^ I found it quite enjoyable! ^_^ and then we did the "attack cirlce" where me an another got our differences out...I am starting to feel better now...^_^

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oh my granola... are you NUDE on that chair??? THAT IS THE ONLY WAY TO SIT.

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you have too much attention in your detail (and thats not me)

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nude, and reading a Warcraft 3 FAQ

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BTW...what is your favourite anime?

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's see... I hope I'm pretty much the same online as offline!!
you've seen 3 pics of me already: well, 2 - one with glasses and one without, but with 128 braids. Also, in that one of my gorup when we were in White River (!! my group, so far, was the best there !!) Someday I'm going back to visit my billet family there; I'll at least go past/through there by bus when I go to Manitoba to visit a Katima-cluster-mate from that first rotation :)
Like right now, I make plans, get them as specific as possible and overanalyze how plausible they'd end up being... I really want to go visit BC and I might go there as well as Manitoba - if I decide that I'd be able to do that as well...
And this you know, I'm sure: I've got a problem with parentheses and ellipses when writing. Speaking of which, I draw. I read. I write. Especially draw 'oddstyle' which is similar to that transparent icon of mine. An intaglio printmaking design I did for a high school art class.
And is incorporated into the hair of that drawing of a girl.
Something very dear: 1 - my family. 2. Family Radio - http;//www.familyradio.com
I really hate saying, thinking, and writing "I" a whole lot.
My closest friends are pretty much surprised if and when I call them even if they know beforehand.
For writing, it's mostly poetry and a bunch of it is posted on fp.
Otherwise, that's just what most people I know generally know about me (I think).

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BC??? when you do call me LOL ^_^ anyways...awesome...now I know more about you! ^_^

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yeah, BC. Right now I'm kinda overanalyzing 'cause I really want to go, but it might not be 'affordable'. Either way, I'm gonna go past White River and I don't want to bypass the people there - especially a few people there I want to see again.
Also, 'cause if I go to BC and then Manitoba, I wouldn't be just retracing a path, I'd be going in more of a triangle or some other, weirder shape. Maybe a mouse? I have to go look at a map. But west and north of Winnipeg, it would be like that.

Now I can't call you... different house, different number. Also - this makes me think math. And number of phone calls. How is, in almost 20 years, almost 200 phone calls total? Maybe more, maybe less - I'm not sure.
Oh, you should have seen my group when I called home way back in August!!

I don't even know what I'd say. Not even for my nearest friends, I don't really know what to say.. Looong silences at times unless a sister or brother comments on a food they don't like or something!!

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Hm.. wow, you had to make this difficult didn't you?? lol
I like to think you know alot about me already but, perhaps you don't. In any case, I was adopted at 2 1/2 months old because my parents were only young (mother 17, father 19). People think I'm odd because I can still remember what it was like being a baby, and can remember saying my first word. When I was 9, I found out I was attracted to both males and females but kept it hidden for another four-five years. I had my first "relationship" when I was eleven with a girl in Tennessee (who is now enlisted in the U.S. Marines), she's the one who got me into the darker side of romance (BDSM, etc). She then became too depressive for me so we broke up and I fell in love with another female named Rachel from New Orleans. We had a few times where we were close to meeting but never did. She fell into a slump and became a different person so we went our seperate ways after a year and a half. My first year in high school, I had my first physical relationship with a girl named Tasha, whom my parents hated because they thought she "turned me" into liking girls. It lasted until mid way through grade 10 when I was banned from ever seeing her again. We've kept in touch, and have stayed good friends and just a few months ago, she was diagnosed with M.s. In grade eight, I was diagnosed as being clinically depressed. I did some self-mutiliating and depressive poetry, etc and went on medication, started counselling in grade nine, and in September/October 2005, finished counselling however I am still on medication. On a cruise vacation August 2004, I met my first male "fling". We were head over heels, he tried to be with me whenever possible, and just spent most of our time laughing, kissing, and being romantic. There was one problem, he was black and his parents would be against me because of being white so we kept everything a secret until we went home, and his parents found a email from me to him. Shortly after, on a cruise on Christmas Day-New Year 04/05 I met the first guy I would ever love and was intimate with. There are no words to describe how I felt with him, and vice versa. He was.. everything. But after coming home, he broke my heart, but I still and will always love him. Since then, there's been guys and females come and go, up's and downs in my life but I think that covers it. Oh, my family and I go on alot of cruises (don't you say anything about that), I still have a dark side to me (bdsm, blood fetish, etc), I suffer from constant headaches (everyday, I just live with them), and I cherish all of nature and especially animals (perhaps coming from the spiritual side of me)
I'm sure you've seen it a dozen times but, heres me:

and something I cherish, my baby, my cat, Buttons:


(sorry if they're too big or don't work.. they tend to have that problem)

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ok, here's the links..
me: http://www.angelfire.com/ne/annette/mecell.jpg
kitten: http://www.angelfire.com/ne/annette/bubby.jpg

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I'm Karen
I'm gonna be 21 in a month
I'm old
I attend McGill University
I'm studying to be an elementary school teacher
I love animals
I own two dogs and two cats
I loved my rat Joey :(
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v636/cc_girl/karen.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v636/cc_girl/abby.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v636/cc_girl/gus.jpg

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21 isn't old! I live with a 21 year old!!! he is interesting and cool! as I know you are too! and you don't look 20...you look younger...and I work as a Teachers ASsisstant right now...for Elementary school! ^_^ its great!

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My name is Aubrey, but most people call me Bree. I'm 22 years old and currently a senior in college. I'm the editor of our school's newspaper. At home, I live with my twin sister Audra, my mom, and 2 cats. We don't really have a father, so that's why I never talk about him. I love anime, manga, video games, books, movies, and music (J-Pop/J-Rock and alternative mostly). When I graduate from college I plan on teaching English in Japan for a couple of years. :)

~Pic of me here.
~Pic of Yin (Audra) and our cat Will here
~Pic of Gracie (our other cat) here.

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(below might seem a little harsh, but it's not meant ot be. this extremely opinionated guy made some really annoying comment on a piece of writing of mine which if he so chooses, doesn't have to read - I'm just going to ignore him)
's see... how often have I used a phone?
maybe about 10 times/year, give or take some amount?
and that would be almost 200 phone calls total. And then how many times have I been called? And how many times have I called someone else?
Let's just leave that for now at about 200 calls total (both ways) plus or minus some amount. How many times has the phone been for me compared to other siblimgs? Depending, 1:1, 1:100, 5:1, something or other...
but now I can't 'cause it's a different house and a different number the which I don't know (unless for some reason it's the same number used by my group and the other 2 groups before the last group).

What would I even say?? Phone conversations with my nearest friends are less than satisfactory... Often I don't know what to say to them when I can say almost anything through email, letters, or in person.

Yeah, I want ot go to BC - so much. I know you're from there, but that's not why I want to go. maybe part. But relatives, group & clustermates and...
so right now, I'm overanalyzing stuff.

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hahaha...I know I'm planning on getting out of BC ASAP! sheesh...Ontario is just right for me...I'm thinking of the OYAP! Ontario Youth Apprenticeship Program ^_^ haha...anyways...I'm going to bed now...and I don't understand anything you said above there and yea....I know you have clustermates/groupmates in BC, relatives in other places too (like Lillooet) and I'm rather confused so yea...bonne nuit! ^_~
---JB===

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